it's just an ordinary life.

This will be my unhappy month...september 2010

2010-09-18T21:03:00.002+08:00

I used to laugh and smile..
Now all these are gone....
Because of what, i also not sure...but I know is alot....

Effort is inversely proportional to outcome...
Exam is not smooth....
Things i dun like keep happens...
Talk to people who dosent understand wat i said....
$$ is running out....
My health is going down....

The whole world is turning againts me....
Please end this misery month asap...

April to May

2010-05-15T23:00:00.004+08:00

So long didn't update my blog already. So so sorry especially to darling..
She has been looking forward to see my updates.... And now u can be able to!! hehe

Supposing this post have to be separated into few parts,. But because lack of time, so squeeze it all into 1. Kampar trip with baby and a few good friends. Although it just a 2 days trip, it was fun...
Too bad because no picture was taken... Anyway thanks baby and my friends (elaine angie xj)...We had a good time together...
Especially night at the lake side....^^

The time before my final exam, i have a great time wit baby and my friends.
Bie bie, we have been to many places, such as pavilion, desa parkcity, times square, klcc. I really misses those time with you because currently you are away from me now..

I love the desapark city walk and the 3D toy story we had together.
However there are something unhappy during the time we going back from klcc, sorry for that my dear....

Tight hugs

Bie, this is the picture i love the most...

Nyak nyak nyak

All the moment we had, i miss it. And we are looking for another date between you and me.

But unfortunately, you are going to taiwan and i am going to have the 1st paper 6th of May..
Tats the night I really not bear to leave you.

Exam starts already, not doing well in the 1st paper...And my darling is not beside me...
Depressed and tired.... Studying all the time without enough rest and almost sick...
Daily routine life, so damn boring...

Till 9th of May, bie its our 2nd anniversary. Again we cannot be wit each other...1st and 2nd we are unable to make it. I know darling is on holiday, and i wishing that bie can have a great time there. And I have promised you we will have it on the 3rd month... Muacks....
Besides, i got something for you...

As time goes by, exam has over....At last i can settle down to update my blog. Now i am waiting for you to come home, back into my arms.... I love you bie, I really do....

hey baby !

2010-04-30T15:53:00.006+08:00

Hey baby !

Sorry to invade your blog. =p

I just can't help it.

I can't bear seeing no updates in your blog. *giggles*

No angry k? muackz.

I just wanna let you know, I love you ! =)

And oh, your blog new layout.
It is almost done,

just left the comment box which I will have to go home and get the link from my lappie.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

Alot.

muackz ~

xoxo

your beloved, wonderful, fantastic, one and only baby.

sam s.

Nice Saturday

2010-04-05T22:04:00.006+08:00

Wake up wake up. 1st thing to not brush teeth, but play guitar....
Forgive me ya beh for didn't ask 4 ur permission on that day..

Later on going to meet baby, yeepi.
Anyway, it;s a damn hot day, which I don't like :(
We go here and there, waiting here and there, anyway it's nice because hanging out with baby.

Oh my, after been to so many places, going genting at night for rave party with A Kong, A Bin and their fren. So many ppl, especially malay not much lenglui there. But the music is fucking nice. :D

Tiring day but happy day :D

Baby, i love you and i really do

2010-03-29T22:36:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, when i am going out with my girlfriend parents, i was so nervous. At first I was just answering questions from her father. But as time goes by, it was not so bad as i thought. hehe.
We had a great meal on that afternoon, thanks to Uncle.

Later on, had a nice date with baby and her friends. 1 thing i don't like is, the so call high class place had problem with the air conditioner...Makes me feel uncomfortable and so sleepy in there.

Baby, we had a great time at Pavillion. No movies, but we both enjoy the time hanging around.

I like this picture more but blur, sobs

OMG baby, you are so lovely (not cute), because you don't like people say you cute right? ^^

Apa la ni....

2010-03-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

Not i purposely want to be EMO..
But normally 7 out of 10 people will be EMO during this period in utar..

Studying for final now....so that my life wont be doubled miserable in the coming month.
4 subjects, 3 already drowned...study now and better don't fail any 1 of them....

Perfect day with you

2010-03-08T00:05:00.004+08:00

Never go for a true date for a long time.
So glad that we can hang out with each other tis weekend, its abit hard for us to meet always because we are quite busy.

Besides movie we had a kids show at shaw parade. It was interesting and funny.
Thanks Elaine for bringing us there.

Last but not least, happy happy with you darling....

Someone like you

2010-02-16T01:37:00.002+08:00

It's been a time ever since we know each other and it's hard to know someone like you.

At first we are just friends, telling jokes and share our feelings to each other. Unexpectedly, I started to like you.

The feeling is comfortable and we are not pretending to be someone which is not ourselves when we spend our time together. I really enjoy every moment we had.

I believe our relationship can step forward as time goes by.

I am sorry

2010-02-16T00:59:00.003+08:00

I understand that all of you trying to give me advice and hope that i will not make this decision.
I appreciate the concern and advices.

But there is already a solution to solve the problem, why we are afraid of trying it.
Life is short. I just want to be normal like everyone else and I'm gonna do the things that i want to do. If redoing this cannot be done, i can just try something else..no big deal...

Frankly speaking, I wish that I was not born to this world. Is just like bringing me to hell instead of world.

I had made up my mind and that's all. Sorry da gu....because i gave you an empty promise to you just now...I hope you understand my feelings....

I let love down the drain

2010-02-05T00:44:00.004+08:00

Something has changes since y2s2 started. Never thought of this situation will come to me.
I couldn't speak up my own feelings about this situation in this blog , is it the time is up for this blog?

There is something causes contradiction in my own heart, I cant sleep tonight because of it. Do I really have to make a decision for this? or just let it be the way it was. Will shedding tears

makes me feel better? But Z don't shed any tears anymore for these situations like before.

Hope there is a sign to guide me.....

Gathering on 15th Jan 2010

2010-01-19T23:14:00.003+08:00

Nice day hanging out with old friends.
Eat from 12 to 2 pm can tahan till 10pm. Eating machine that day with alot Hagen Daz ice cream as dessert. HAHAHA

Feel warm

2009-12-27T21:41:00.003+08:00

Such a long time didn't spend time hanging around with my family members already.
Ever since i go KL study, everytime i come back will not be longer than 1 week.

Tis will be the 1st time i come home for 3 weeks. I am going to cheerish all these time b4 i go bek to hell (UTAR).

But i am also hoping 4th of Feb will come soon....+U+U

Semester break d

2009-12-19T12:38:00.002+08:00

Finally this sucky sucky semester has been over.
Previously i was sleeping, gaming, movie everyday while other people are busying with work.

Looking at myself at those days seems to be so useless and aimless.
Now its time to do something which is productive. Papa, I am going beck to help you d...^^

My heart

2009-12-18T01:24:00.003+08:00

Previously, a relationship can simply just changed the way it were.
I didnt want that to be happen but it just simply happened..

How to encounter the shadows in my heart?
I know different people have different perspective, everyone is different.

But a good relationship should be maintain without pressure and it feels natural + comfort.

I admit i have the feelings towards you, but what is the best position for me 2 stand right now?

You & Me

2009-11-22T13:46:00.002+08:00

I think of you everynight before I sleep. Sumtimes even in my dreams. Is this a sign or just a illusion?
I don't really think so much for the answer. Maybe now is not the time for answer instead of letting it be natural between you and me.

But I do really hope it wasnt a illusion or a dream. Wishes you be happy and do well in your studies...^^

OMG

2009-11-18T13:48:00.002+08:00

Why most of the people i know like to ask me or tell me about their relationship problem?

Do I look or sounds like a psychology or relationship consultant?

I think i can try 2 open this type of consultant firm next time....muahahaha...

I might be able to give advice for those...but how about myself...my own relationship problem who knows? maybe i kept it too secret? I have to find it out

Boring Short Semester

2009-11-15T15:01:00.002+08:00

I am facing computer 10 hours per day, day in day out, when will this end?

If long semester starts life will be in hell again..Try to make use of these time to relax myself..